Slyls thoughts

well..guess noone has noticed anything....good thing i make sure noone notices..hehe...kinda hard in the middle of the day though...oh well

wonder what my parents are doing...or if they are still alive...havent seen them in 12 years..one day just woke up and couldnt see anything....and then was told i was given a new and better life....been having fun since....cept last year.....that..wasnt much fun...it hurts just to think about speaking...good thing i dont even think about it anymore..hehe.... i wonder if the people ive met today can understand what ive gone through..... wonder if they can understand that i have chosen this...oh well...

again i dream of blood...i cant help it.. thats all i saw for 5 months...blood..my own blood...and i have the scars to prove it too... im over that though...damn dreams....guess i should start watch...hehe..think ill mess with leaf